Tag Archive | Awakening

San Pedro Whispers

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Unexpectedly I felt his touch.
It was as gentle as Humming bird kisses
I sensed the pull to unknown ceremonies down in the Canyon
Tired of my pain and committed to my freedom I showed up
I showed up again and again
Embraced by love and grace
Slowly unraveling my story
Purging projections and expectations
But It was in his land…
A land of high mountains, gentle people, and fluffy lamas
In his land the deepest blind spot came to light
Head pounding, body shivering
In every shiver eons of emotional tension released
Light of consciousness dissolved dis- ease of mind and body
The Earth swallowed my anxieties
The awareness of my personal trap was clear
I laid down my armor and my shield
I said goodbye to the one who has been fighting everything
Yes is the mantra, all heart opens
Separation was my mind’s perception and rejection was my defense
I now include myself in oneness with trust and vulnerability
I surrender my forceful will and bow in gratitude
eternal friend, where ever you are I am blowing humming bird kisses back to you.

Being You and no one else!

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Healing touch heals my body.

Circular Breathing heals my mind.

Access Bars ® energy work gives me the space to be me.

I didn’t think it was possible to be me without justifying or trying to fit in. I didn’t realize nine percent of the time most of us are mimicking others in a desperate attempt to be acknowledged. Is there a secret wish to live everybody else’s life but ours? Where did we buy the lie that everyone else is happy but us?

When we truly stop being other people, people from our past or present, a huge space opens up where there is nothing. Its not comfortable as the big question arises “who am I now?”  At first is terrifying the energy of the thought “ If I am not choosing for other people what am I going to choose now?” Then the space of possibilities opens up and many choices pops up. The most important question at this moment is “what can I choose that will be fun for me and create the future I like to have?”

When you have the space to be truly you there is ease in being all that you want to be.

At will you can explore what is actually available and not be in auto pilot responses to everyone else’s expectations or projections.

When you create the space to be you all of the sudden there is also space for others to be themselves.

What would it take to be totally aware when we are mimicking other people’s path ways and realities?

Who are we being when we are choosing against ourselves?

Can we destroy and uncreate all the ways that we diminish our being to fit into someone else’s ideal reality?

Lets choose more space! Be You and no one else!

Sula

Group Breathe May 20th.

Wholeness- A Poem

Wholeness- A Poem

I am an empty vessel so He can pour himself into me.

I am Beauty so He can delight himself in me.

I am an ever blossoming flower so He can enjoy my perfume.

I am shakti so He can be shiva.

I am a fountain of grace so He can drink from me.

I am the dance itself so He can be the music.

I am vulnerability so He can be my strength.

I am Infinity so He can be Eternal.

I am Joy enjoying the Divine Play forever and Ever.

What I pray for! A Poem

What I pray for! A Poem

What I pray for…
For the greater Vision…
the release from judgment.
For complete memory of God…
the release from separation.
I pray for readiness.
For the embodiment of humbleness…
the release of the Ego.
For listening to Mother’s Song…
the release from uncosnciousness.
For – Giving…
the release from wanting.
For Miracles…
the release from projection.
For the awakening of the Serpent…
the release from madness.
I pray for Truth.
Sula dePaula

Moon Rising

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In this Scorpian heighten energy,
In this holy instant,
And through the darkness,
I rebirth myself once again.
I release the dark cape that was drenched in the conditioning of my heritage, in this reality and past.
I free myself from the DNA of suffering.
I step out of the old, uprooting implants of disease, conflicts, addictions, and separation.
Now, I am the deepest expression of my being.
Now, I laugh at the paralyzing fear of rejection,
I embrace myself.
Darkness is not.
I greet the Light.
I welcome the new Guides, Angels, and companions of kindness.
I sense a vision of real contribution to each other and to Planet Earth.
I feel the clarity of alignment, the ease of receiving, and the celebration of awakening.
Awakening in a new dream.
Awakening in the Oneness out from under the cape of limitation, the mask of personalities, beyond the mind, and deep in the heart.
Now the Scorpio discovers that there was nothing wrong with itself.
Its poisonous sting was there for protection and on automatic mode called – survival.
Now the Scorpio knows its innocence and its value.
I am Scorpio Rising.

Sula DePaula

Happy Solar Eclipse and New Moon in Scorpio!!

Nov. 2013